:Edit 24th Oct:
Ok well Granpa's funeral was on the 20th (tuesday)I was copeing ok but I did break at the end of the service when we said the final goodbye.. it was hard for me. After the service we had a get together back at granma's house with friends and relatives, didn't know I had so many! Our very old longtime family friends Jo and Greg came with their new baby bryce and it deffinatly made me happier to see their bright smily faces! Their such good friends of ours, and I think granma seeing Bryce made her happier, but Granma held up really well at the service, better then I expected, but she is a strong lady!
I thank you to those three people for their kind words I appreciate it!!
I have art on the way and the digital prizes may take a while, I'm not on the computer the much!




ct 17:
Well it actually happened yesterday afternoon.. our grandpa passed away. Although it is sad I was pretty prepared for it, he had been in and out of hospital alot this past month, and each time he was getting worse.. I was at school friday and I was in textile class just before lunchtime, A girl came in and gave a note to the teaher, he called me up and stright away I pretty much shaking, because I had a feeling about what might have happened, as this week he had been getting worse. I was to go to the office imediatly with my stuff, and when I got to the office my sister was there.. and I knew what had happened.. when she told me I did break down and had my momment..

I am glad to know that he is now not in pain in hospital, I was also worried about my mum that day too, becuase I wasn't sure how she would deal with the loss of her father. Mum was good she had her momments and she stayed together. Although after the rest of that day my sister and I were smileing and laughing about things, I was still sad inside, as he was a great and one funny pa, and also a great insperation for art, he was an AMAZING landscape and still life painter of flowers and the outback.. I will be gone untill tuesday as we are staying with granma monday night and the funeral is on tuesday.. I hope I can stay together at the funeral..

We will miss him dearly and love him very much! So rest peacefully pa and goodbye! <333